So many issues, so little time…

September 24, 2008

I’m having an epiphany.  I hate epiphanies.  Because for me they usually signal the presence of yet another issue.

Anyway, I’m restless, I’m discontent and I’m generally frustrated.  And so I have to ask myself, “Why am I so frustrated?”

Well, frustration is what you get when one of you’re personal goals is blocked.  Which leads me to my next question…”What’s my goal?”

If I’m honest, it’s quite simple.  My goal is to be the center of the universe.  I want things to be all about me.  I want my needs met first, I want the glory, I want the attention, I want to be comfortable, I want the praise, I want, I want, I want…

And all this time I’ve tried to just “be” content and to “not be” restless.  And yet I never changed the goal.  No wonder why I’ve been knocking my head against a wall.

Category: My Issues

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